fly

how high can you fly?
how high can i fly?

when will you fall?
when will i fall?

that's the question to be ignored and
keep flying~~

"wisdom"by confucius

There are three methods to gaining wisdom:
The first is reflection, which is the highest.
The second is imitation, which is the easiest.
The third is experience, which is the bitterest
~ Confucius


The superior man is satisfied and composed;
the mean man is always full of distress
~ Confucius

(p/s: thanks Hui Leng for the notes!)

thanks for walking by my side~

i am really glad to know that there are people following my blog out there
i always doubted if anybody reads it..
thanks for reading and i am hoping to get more feedback from you...

really grateful that i have you.. you.. you.. and you...
i am starting to like ktt and the people more
people like lim susu who will pk songs with me till midnight during the exam week ^^
v k who taught me so many stuffs that i cant teach myself
lilian who is able to tell real funny jokes
mei yi for always being so helpful
wei lin for helping us to save rm 50...haha!
the "pinky gal" ,"dancing queen" and little vimala who acted more like my sis
my "brother" who sent motivating words in japanese
daksh who is always talking non-stop and yet informative!!
my tweety bird who makes me laugh all the while by imitating somebody...lol
two little cuties joan and joanna smiling along the corridor whenever we met
bing en with her "Japanese look" and wong with his "Chinese look"
cheng who intended to kill me for fooling him during the 1th of april
and many many more people whom i must respect
all those topmost students in malaysia...
cant believe it that i am here
right here with them!

i am lucky
i would consider...
having the opportunity to learn and to listen
to walk by their side
and having them be by my side...

to be frank
i will learn nothing without stepping out of my home sweet home
i will experience nothing without going through those days in NS...
where you have to take good care of yourself no matter what happens
make yourself look tough and confident while doing those strenuous activities
mingling with people of different wavelength
see things from a different perspective
getting more skills and knowledge out of the book
and so on...
so if you are selected for NS...
why not go and have a try??
let's think about the good points of it and you will feel better after all
let it be and enjoy every single moment there
no matter it brings joyful tears
or even grants you a bitter pill..
do you know how does it feels when you got the chance to get hold of a real gun??
that's really cool!!!

even if you are not selected for NS
you can still learn many things by going out of your house or
the alternative is to go online
but then, be wise to search for the best for yourself
i am sure everybody has their own way of learning and understanding and then
growing...
life is ever changing
and the only unchanging fact
is changes itself

i learn by talking to people and LISTENING
just like what i did yesterday...
listening to linda really enlightened me
in many ways...
listening to my roommate, housemates...about anything and everything...
listening to people with the same wavelength
and sometimes different
with my sis, dad, bro,friends all over malaysia~~(hehe...ai seh~~)
just like eating different dishes or a wide range of food
in order to eat a balance meal each day...

people might say
i dont like talking to people whom i dont know
or people i dislike
of different colours, attitude or habit...
i cant understand...
i cant communicate...
i cant give a positive feedback...
i cant do this
i cant do that
maybe we shall put it this way
not that we cant
just that we dont want
we simply refuse to understand and to learn...
we can actually!!
we can do what we want to actually!!!
with the good intention
we shall achieve that!

to be success
it is a task
and not a dream...
there are so many things to do
sometimes left undone
how do we know which should be done first and then...?
lim susu taught me this(its from a motivational book i guess)~~
THEY CAN ACTUALLY BE CATEGORISED INTO 4 GROUPS:
1.important and urgent
2.important and not urgent
3.not important but urgent
4.not important and not urgent

for example, for a CEO...
the phone is ringing in the office...is it important??but its urgent right?
shall he pick up every phone calls
or shall he leave the job to the secretary?
i am sure he has more important stuffs to settle rather than picking up a phone..
tell me if i am wrong k...

for many people,
friends might ajak to go mamak in the midnight
or somewhere else where you usually go lepak...
shall i go??then you will ask...
is it important?
important to what i wanna achieve?
is it urgent??
you yourself will decide!
but sometimes, there're exceptions...
like friend who you treasure a lot
those TRUE friends, i mean!
dont worry!true friends will start to appear as time passes
those who still care for you
keen to know how have you been lately
not forgetting your big day
and leave you bundles of surprises no matter how busy they are
willing to listen to you
giving negative feedback
though it hurts, sometimes~~
just for the sake of your own betterment
and one more fact that valid in all cases
true friends need not meet each other everyday!!

i have only 2 eyes
a pair of ear
a nose and a mouth
nothing different from you all
we made mistakes, and we will learn from it

we both have mind
some opened
some closed~~
lets open up your mind
lets share!!

all human beings will have a "ruler" in them
to measure to what extend they can do something
i would believe...
but we shall not measure others using our own ruler...
coz they will have theirs...

i might be wrong in some way
but i am learning the right way..

i dont know what is the best way for us to communicate
but i hope i can give you the best out of my very best
through this square screen~~

life's short, like a candle in the wind
live high, touching the stars in the sky~~
(p/s: though it doesnt rhyme, get the meaning and live high k!haha!^^)

all the best!!!

a piece of advice from a senior~~

to all the juniors(those who just got their spm results) out there,here's a piece of advice ~~

1.DECIDE WHAT YOU WANT TO DO
A. DECIDED(very good)
B. NOT DECIDED YET-proceed to form 6 (which is equivalent to A-Level, which is what i am taking now...you may ask me if you are interested)

2.DON'T EVER HESITATE TO CHOOSE ANY OF THE SCHOLARSHIP,SIMPLY APPLY AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE, and then, CHOOSE THE BEST OF ALL IF YOU ARE QUALIFIED TO.

3.ASK! THOSE WHO ARE MORE EXPERIENCED
for those in CCS, i would recommend all teachers, especially Pn. Goh! she has the ability to see through you and tell you what you can do and should do! getting a piece of advice at all times is no harm afterall right?? so, talk to her!!

4.ITS NOT A MUST FOR j SCHOLARS OR ANY SCHOLARS TO GET STRAIGHT A1S for SPM
you might heard someone say it is a must..but from what i have seen, its NOT!
so dont worry about that! that's just a passport, a licence, a piece of paper for you to get to your destination..once you reach there, you wont need it anymore.
but then, you must make yourself "QUALIFIED" to be one of them first...if you are qualified, then no worries~~

5.HOW TO CHOOSE THE PATH THAT I WANTED??
ask yourself these questions!
-dealing with what makes me happy?
-what can i do for the society?
-how can i make the earth a better place?
-what makes my parents happy?
-life's short,so what i would like to achieve before everything ends?

** dont ever ask "can i do this" ? coz IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHING!!

i have heard this from my brother...
one of his friend has already decided what to do in the future...he loves word art and can draw quite well and he plans to fly to Taiwan after spm.He thinks he can earn a living without studying all those redundant subjects in spm,but with his talent in art~~
he is "admirable" in the sense that he has the strong will and confidence to give up academically,almost all subjects in spm and due to the reason stated above...
the irony is that~~
if this is the correct way, why dont an international sprinter with such a pair of super strong leg mucles chop off his hands since he knows he can earn a living with his well-built leg??
think~~~


be wise be cool
get your ticket and fly high!!
wish you all the best in your future undertakings!

p/s: dear juniors, pls dont hesitate to come and talk to me or leave any message if you want to!^^

home is a place where all plans fail?

getting so excited to get back to my hometown!
laying on the sofa
singing in the bathroom
chuckling in the car
playing on the beach
surfing in the cafe
... ...

i have been to mmu... ...
a place where i "thought"
should be of higher standard
and better quality
after making comparison
i must admit that ktt is a better option to study

everybody is having this kind of dilemma
where you have to and must
complete a certain task
within a fixed time
regardless of your will
whether you want or don't want

i have seen youngsters cycling around
so free so good
and me?u?us?
completing infinite tasks
obeying
day after day
for the sake of the future
shouldn't we play around just like what they did?
enjoying the splendidness of youth
i know nothing about them
but foresee the difference between us

the first day
is the hardest day to be endured
this is the norm
where i am learning to accept
we have to accept things we cant change
and change the things we cant accept

they tell you because they love you

cast away your fear
drift with your will
you will reach finally
and be the person you wanna be

~love and being love~

let it flow like water
the river of love
flow through the world
flooding the countries
and make it a better place

begin everything with you
in order to create peacefulness
learn to love yourself would be the top priority
then the others
every creature living on earth
let it be your table
let it be your enemy
let it be the world
and the people

ignore nothing
simply done nothing
just for the sake of happiness
awaken
enlightened

love your family before you love your club
love the people before you love your country
love yourself before you love the world

the tool for proving the hypothesis
either revolutionaries
or missionaries

the truth of everything
ahead of time and science
lies within You... ...

love each other or perish

now that i know...

i am now able to stand up on my own
enlightened
overcome every obstacles
that i must
keep on striving
the same phrase
imparted again and again
time to reflect
i am able to be here
HERE
with every goodness and blessings
brought from the past
food & shelter
of no worries
pa & ma
your daughter is awake now
no worries
no worries
no worries
everything is just perfect~~~
now and then

success?
failure?
i measure nothing on you
always be there
just live high and mighty
be the kind of person you have always been
you should be

thanks!

chinese new year celebration

cny starts with an usual visiting by my aunts and uncles
a buffet lunch
with praises in the air
an hour trip to escape from the hustle and bustle of city life
to meet those people
whom i would love to meet
thanks for those handmade biscuits by my aunt

the trip back was a little tiring
the first thing that came into sight was thick smoke rising from the green building
everything was fine
soots were everywhere
firemen put out the fire within 10 mins
truly glad to be here AGAIN
a great contribution by our "dear friends"
who can't really understand
the danger of burning their garbage there
again and again
the same thing happens...

the story ends
my best friend and her family came
its like a tradition
year after year
unexpected guests in the house
thanks again~~

its time to say goodbye
to the day
that i look forward to, the most...
playing cards watching movies
and baby as well
were the last activity for the day

the next day
where something gonna begin
shops open
people started working
helping there is a task
necessarily
did it
greatly
guess so
somehow boring
likely
planning for something
finally
did something fun
giving surprises to a birthday girl on the 28th of Jan
a cute one, a short one
not so bad after all

met former classmates
thanks for the trip on purpose
quite touching to get to know that
laughter were everywhere
in the presence of this funny guy

some changed a lot while other is still the same
a song we sang together
and then a click ends everything
we continued our journey
from houses to houses

regrets creeps in
while silence hits
i should have visited him
whom i wanted so badly
planning was out of the way

people whispered
people giggled
adieus of everyone rattled
something i dislike
though i understood the theory
of ~The Enlightened~

a little frustrated
listening to excuses
repeatedly

don't count me in
say it at first

sad to say
she betrayed herself
not much to be uttered
not much to be heard
the summary is that
we had a great time
with seniors and teachers
a new picture
captured joyfully

great effort accompanied with satisfying amount
this is not greed
this is satisfaction!

today
she is totally upset by somebody
my friend
its ok
you learn the way to see people
from a different angle
peep it clearly
without fail
you will be a better person today

sang a few songs
insubstantial voices of mine
i would consider

my story goes on
with visitors from tkd
i am smiling now
while recalling happy moments together
hopefully our friendship last
till silver strings can be pulled out of our head

a night gathering begins
where there were great food and people as well
met somebody
talked about almost every topic
time flies

we shall meet each other some day

sun rises again
we shall meet our super senior very soon~~~

!!!牛year!!!

thanks to my friends for all the wishes!!
thanks for remembering such a person
thanks for the call
thanks to the villains who taught me the words of defence
toughen my souls
the wound that i shall attribute to nobody
as it has made me a better person
let bygones be bygones
let it be~~
let it be~~~

and i'm now
welcoming
a brand 牛year
live high
live mighty
and righteously
live life to the fullest~~
and lastly
keep this in mind :
~"love each other or perish"~

Wave story

This is a story about a little wave, bobbing along in the ocean, having a grand old time. He's enjoying the wind and the fresh air---until he notices the other waves in front of him, crashing against the shore.

"My God, this is terrible," the wave says. "Look what's going to happen to me!"

"Then along comes another wave. It sees the first wave, looking grim, and it says to him, "Why do you look so sad?"

"The first wave says, "You don't understand! We're all going to crash! All of us waves are going to be nothing! Isn't it terrible?"

The second wave says, "No, you don't understand. You're not a wave, you're part of the ocean."


This is part of the story from "tuesdays with Morrie"~~~
a beautiful one that i would like to share...

what's wrong with being no.2 ?

It is 1979, a basketball game in the Brandeis gym. The team is doing well, and the student section begins a chant,"We're number one!" Morrie is sitting nearby. He is puzzled by the cheer, At one point, in the midst of "We're number one!" he rises and yells, " What's wrong with being number two?"
The students look at him. They stop chanting. He sits down, smiling and triumphant.