home is a place where all plans fail?

getting so excited to get back to my hometown!
laying on the sofa
singing in the bathroom
chuckling in the car
playing on the beach
surfing in the cafe
... ...

i have been to mmu... ...
a place where i "thought"
should be of higher standard
and better quality
after making comparison
i must admit that ktt is a better option to study

everybody is having this kind of dilemma
where you have to and must
complete a certain task
within a fixed time
regardless of your will
whether you want or don't want

i have seen youngsters cycling around
so free so good
and me?u?us?
completing infinite tasks
obeying
day after day
for the sake of the future
shouldn't we play around just like what they did?
enjoying the splendidness of youth
i know nothing about them
but foresee the difference between us

the first day
is the hardest day to be endured
this is the norm
where i am learning to accept
we have to accept things we cant change
and change the things we cant accept

they tell you because they love you

cast away your fear
drift with your will
you will reach finally
and be the person you wanna be