~confessions of a jpa scholar~

All of a sudden,while crapping in the apartment with my roomies,this thing came into my mind...
Though we do look as if we are happy teenagers at this age, we have so much to grudge about!especially lofty expectations that lay upon our shoulders!!
jpa scholar can sing can dance can dota can craze as well as doing whatever you can think of!
but then there are those who label "jpa scholar" as "something out of the ordinary"...
ppl do!!
ppl do think that they just study all day long
they dont watch tv
they dont sleep
they dont play games or whatever..

stress slowly builds up~~
truly,
i do salute those who are able to cope with that
and
i'm really keen to know more about what do YOU think!
no matter the pros or cons or whatever...
no matter who YOU are...
thanks for reading this blog and kindly leave a comment!!
thank you!!^^

feeling grateful no matter what...

lofty glances from lofty people
the rattling pace of our life
all sorts of distresses
will be kept low and undiscovered


thanks to my seniors!!
my dearest senior...
the best people on earth i have ever met

living together is a task
transformation is what you need
glad to be here
to be with you
to share the laughter and every single goodness in life
take care~~

by the way!i am always willing to share my experience in whatever field...
friends out there...pls do keep in touch ya!!^^

~words~

Who are you?

You can be just letters and alphabets

You can have poison arrows

You can also be of comfort to others

The glory of history

The excitement of a story

The enlightening words of Great Teachers

The confusion of misinformation

Flow through endless permutations and combinations

You don't have any intentions

You are merely words created by the thoughts of different individuals

You are the creation of different minds

You are instruments of different kinds

Hurtful words erupting in the atmosphere find their way to the vulnerable

They can stay there festering, not knowing where to go

They can stay on and on

Going in deep

Disease of the soul creeps in

My dear heart

Must you ripple to the little stones thrown at you?

Must you be stirred by words that offend you?

Must you respond to unpleasant words with negative emotions?

Must you blame others for the words they chose?

Must you give permission for your soul's hurt?

Do you need to respond to unkind words at all?

If you do, my heart,

Can you reverse the mood by responding with words of kindness and comfort?

Or is it easier to submit to self-hurt and complaint about others?

The by-product of your over sensitivity?

You alone know the secret of healing your soul

Be mindful of your thoughts

~friendship~

Fragile and delicate

Friendship that was established over a long period of time

Can be destroyed by a small misunderstanding!

Communicating - from our hearts

Listening - to our minds

Reaching out to clear misunderstanding in true sincerity

Those are keys to solving any breakdown in communications!

Let's not allow ego and pride to be in the way

For both are delusions of the mind!

Why hold on to something that is an elusion?

All problems originate from a single unwholesome thought

Which grows out of proportion when mishandled

Sowing the seeds for future negative relationships

Concentrate on the good of each other

Rather than the wrongs

Let go of ill feelings towards one another

Always believe in equality in all outcomes

Even though we might not seem to witness it now

Remember our mission for this life

Is to find peace within

and

peace with others

take care~~

i love Aska yang
its kinda relieved listening to him
without any obligation
free and yet steady

i heard of something
which i don't really expect to be happening around us
i watched some drama series
finally finished within a few days
i thought of many thing
and nothing can be changed no matter how deep i felt for it

it might be the way of life
living here
with or without soul

man should believe in something
either god or something good
i have chosen the way by Siddhartha
i chose to believe the goodness in human
i chose to be an optimist

there must be true love somewhere in the corner
everyone is searching
everyone is losing
everyone is missing...

women's soul are sometimes vulnerable...
beware...
and be brave...
women's heart can be impervious as well
but then...
please wake up
love her as if you have never love her before
your negligent and your recklessness
hurt~~~~~

keep your virtue
discard your vices
treat her as well as you could
give her the best you could and
lend her all the time you have whenever she's down
if you are incapable of doing so
leaving might be the best resolution without beginning~~

dont ever hurt them
dont ever allow any tears rolling down their cheeks
they are too precious to be possessed...

my dear friend,
i really salute you!!
you gave me the power to strive...
thanks alot!!
God bless~~
and friends forever!!

It party time!!

There was a class reunion+3 friend's birthday celebration party on last last saturday at Oh Sweet Town Cafe...many of them didnt turn up but majority did...for those who didnt attend the party...sad to say you have already missed something really nice and precious...trully!!!Nevertheless,dont feel sad k!!i know that some of you really can't make it on that day...dont worry!!i can understand!!that's why i uploaded some pics incase you would like to figure out what's happening on that particular day..(its during the 1 week raya break).

let me tell you what we had that day...main course is yang zhou fried rice and fried bihun.Then, we had black pepper grilled fish(yummy!!coz my dad marinate the fish just for me!!and the black pepper sause is actually home-made sauce!)and then fried chicken,which is quite different from those sold outside..fried dumplings...baskets of french fries,authentic garden salad,jelly and honeydew sago as dessert,chilled air bandung...

jelly made by me...

sweeties posing!!

one big family...^^

looking at their attire on that day..you can actually know how much they have changed..glad to know that some of them changed alot..to be a better person of course..or to be more matured physically and mentally.
like beatrice,my dearest "mei mei",she changed alot..from head to toe...surely, she becomes prettier and more matured, as in the way she dress up herself for the party.

like cheu ling, one of the "da mei nv" in 5sc1 also getting more matured...

bee ting stays the same...pretty and easy-going!

amanda...cuts her hair after listening to my advice..talks the loudest,stands the highest and always catches the whole group's attention easily..still the same...

rachel looks so sweet in almost all the pic that i took..haha!

koa has a really nice hair style after highlighting her straight silky long hair with red colour..i guess i am not wrong with the colour..tell me if i am k.

georgina is still the SAME!!pure and "indigenous"...haha!she cheered up everbody so successfully no matter where she is!

eileen,our "butcher" is still the same...having the same hairstyle since form 1 till now...curl up her body while laughing...and seriously!she did that since the day i met her till now...funny!!

what i hope is that..f4 stays the same besides changing!that's not an easy thing and might be impossible...but i still hope that we can do it!stay cute,stay cool,stay real,stay happy...

as for boon boon, another class reknowned "leng lui"...now kinda evolved into "yang guang mei nv"!!with her short hair and mini skirt...quite attractive wor...phew wit~~

wan wei is still the same except her hairstyle..haha!georgina complains alot bout her hairstyle and i find it really funny!!as people like wan wei seems to be more "in" than the others..including me lah!ahah~~

then,our most respected AMA!!!she was late and she can still combs her hair and ties her hair in the car before she meet us.

Jing Fong!haha!still the same...very lady-like and soft and melodious..maybe you guys dont realise it..hah!she is still have those tones which i consider melodious...and just fyi, she can sing well!and also thanks lot to her for improving my chinese language as well as knowledge and history of china!its very interesting!!

thanks to my dear,syikin(ciken) with her cute little egg-shaped face,nabilah, madiha,and nadiah for coming ya!!nabilah also transformed into kinda petite young woman!with her pink blouse, and grey contact lenses...wow!!unbelievable??believe it!!ha!

and lastly,before everything ends, we manage to spend some time listening to music besides sipping our cup of drinks at Wing's cafe...